How will we ever get out of this labyrinth of suffering?
Ciao bellas, the name is Selina and I solemnly swear that I am up to no good. I am just another humid, pre-possessing homo-sapien with a full-sized aortic pump, I guess; just another lost soul on this lonely planet, who is also on the never-ending quest for the Great Perhaps. I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find that there is no relief in waking. I love books, I love the ocean and that is all there is to it. You may find me constantly fangirling/obsessing over various fictional characters with Alice or Shannon (my parabatai), or aboard the Black Pearl with Captain Jack Sparrow. I may not be used to it yet, but from the past, I have learnt that things change, friends leave and life does not stop for anybody. I frequently wish that I could freeze moments, right there, right then and live in them forever. To be honest, I just really want a perfect relationship with someone who is even more perfect than perfect, but let’s face it, that is never going to happen. My destiny will not be a fairytale. The future scares the living daylights out of me, so I try not to think about it too much, if at all. And if I could, I would travel back in time with Marty McFly or explore the universe because I’m full of oddities like that. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.
In reality, I am very much of an introvert and I spend 90% of my free time reading. My camera is the one true love of my life and without it, I would be nothing. I usually walk around the house attached to my iPod. Fanfiction is my guilty pleasure. Like almost every other teenager, I moan, I weep an excessive amount and I wish for the most clichéd things. All the time, I just have this one daring wish, this wanderlust to escape: to escape from all of this. I like to read poetry and when I feel like it, I also write. In the summer, I fall asleep under the stars. I like films, I like pretty sunsets and one day when I am happy, I will make something of myself. You are my density and I am the ghost in the back of your head. As you wish.
I love you. Remember. They cannot take it.
